Living, working, and growing up on a farm in North Dakota in the 1940s and 1950s was hard, especially for the family I was born into. My mother's death when I was a teenager changed my view of the world, God, and eternity. I questioned my church's teaching and found few answers to my questions.

To further complicate my life, as a baby, I developed a physical deformity that made me terribly self-conscious. Psychic experiences began to happen when I was young that, as I got older, eventually saved my life more than once and gave me ideas of how our universe, our physical being, and our spirits exist and interact with it all. I try to explain it all in this book.