Kaufman, John: - I was born into a family of dairy farmers. I was living in a world, not of my making. Trapped in place, I could never escape. So many times, I prayed for God to answer my cries of oh lord, why me? Years of living in a cruel, mean, and hateful place had left me mentally ill and suicidal. Then after a lifetime of searching for God's reason for this life of hell on earth, I began to receive subliminal messages. Messages that changed my life forever. The day I stood before death, witnessed a soul speaking to me above his dead body, what I saw and what he said will leave you like me, believing in God and the eternal soul in us all.