I have written this diary over several decades and did not have the intention of making it public. While key events may be present in my memoir, they are generally about the memorial journey that I experienced. They focus more on the life lessons learned, regrets, fears, and professional achievements. I lived in nine different countries and I loved many people, two, in particular, both Americans. I was born a Christian but I became a Buddhist when I was 8, one year in India confirmed my suppositions about love and compassion. The premature deaths of my two spouses left me now to go down memory lane reviving and reliving the great time we had together.